I have learned the art of leaving
before the walls begin to know my name.
Every city greets me kindly,
offers its lights and language,
a chair by the window,
and still, I keep my shoes on.
I am not unhappy.
I eat, I sleep, I smile when spoken to.
The sky above me is generous,
the road beneath me steady.
Yet something inside me
refuses to unpack.
I have chased horizons
that dissolved as I reached them,
held sunsets in my palms
that slipped into dusk.
People call it longing.
I call it a compass
pointing to nowhere
and everywhere at once.
I do not know what I seek,
only that it is not here
and not there either.
I am content with my bread,
yet hungry for a taste
I have never known.
Perhaps I am not searching for a place.
Perhaps I am waiting
for the moment
my soul finally sits down
and whispers,
This is enough.
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